I am not usually whiny on the internet, but I just want to express my rage and frustration in a few words. I’ll delete this later.
Today is the sort of day that was supposed to be calm and peaceful; instead, it’s left me emotionally drained and I’m about to burst. I genuinely wish I owned a punching bag because if I don’t kick something soon, I’m going to scream.
I fucking hate the presence of people today and I can’t tell you why because this doesn’t concern only me and it’s too personal, but I just have to say this: I fucking hate words today, and the people who haven’t managed to fucking shut their holes, and the fact that principles seem to be more important than the general picture and a dying person. Fuck, someone close to me is dying and you want to discuss hereditary rights and shit? I know someone close to us has committed a financial crime, but can we please postpone this and just think about the person dying? She needs peace, fucking give it to her.
I am angry and frustrated and appalled that the only thing that matters is materialism, while my heart is breaking into pieces and I just want a miracle, so I don’t lose someone dear to me.
I fucking hate everything today.
Sorry for the negativity. I just needed to vent. It’ll pass and this will be deleted.
Natalie Dormer - 66th Annual Primetime Emmy Awards - 25.8.2014
If this is to end in fire, then we will all burn together!
"Well, I’m really not supposed to speak to strangers, but we’ve met before."
Endless list of favourite films: [17/?] - The Fellowship of the Ring (2001)
↳ “The world is changed. I feel it in the water. I feel it in the earth. I smell it in the air. Much that once was is lost, for none now live who remember it. It began with the forging of the Great Rings…”